I am unsure of what I am doing with my life right now. There are things I know I would like . 

I want a job and those are hard to come by. I would like a partner that doesn’t lie or cheat or hurt me 

someone who can be honest with me. I would like some who  can handle. my nut case mother because she has something  like dementia. I would like  someone who will love me for me and only me.  I would like someone who I can laugh with , cry with. I would like the little things as well.