If you are actually reading this, I have a question for you. Are you reading this because you honestly wish to get to know me, or because you’re just being polite? If you’re reading this just to be polite, you can just click off my page because I have no room for you in my life. Now for the big question, who am I? Well, do you want the truth, or some elaborately crafted, meritorious and ostensible lie like those that so many create in order to impress you? The truth is that I have no real need or care to impress you, so if you had any naïve thoughts that I might, get over them. The truth is that reading this will never fully tell you who I am, for no words can do so. Yet, even so, I’ll share a little bit about myself, for your reading pleasure. There are very few people that can truthly state that they can understand me, though many will attempt to do so. I assure you that these people that attempt to are springing ill-crafted and aimlessly idiotic fibs from their lips. Those things you may have heard about me, they’re quite possibly true. Though, I claim no guilt until I know which things you have heard. I’m a charismatic, sexually deviant, juggernaut of sin, and understanding me will corrupt you in ways you cannot imagine. My soul exists within depths that most cannot even begin to fathom; I exist within the darker side of the world, the shadows of humanity, a place were even the most horrid acts have a dark beauty to them. I believe that a great majority of the world have closed off their souls from the world, and as such they are no longer privileged with its hidden knowledge and beauty. People can no longer see truth, even though it exists right in front of their faces. I see so much greed, selfishness, and gluttony in the world that it truly disgusts me. We as a species are all about elaborate fibs; beautiful, yet idle promises; and devious words…we’re more superficial and shallow than the barbies that little girls play with. My soul lies in the essence of karma, something no god can touch. Arguing religion with me is a futile effort at something insanely ridiculous, unless you wish to doubt everything you believe. I am a walking contradiction that has absolutely no boundaries, and isn't afraid to push the boundaries of others to the point that they break and shatter. I am neither nefarious nor benison, yet I am fully both. I am the ghost from your past that you don't remember. All you see is an elaborate facade; a mask that hides deadly secrets. Still dare to imagine me? Those that attempt it lose themselves in my mind.
"Some may hide in their eyes what they dare not say. I choose to dare to say the things hidden not only in my eyes, but the eyes of others...to give them a voice they wouldn't have otherwise." -JDAO
My persona is exceedingly dynamic, and my impulses and emotions change on whim, like a flame that isn't quite sure in which direction it should flicker. I transcend above all labels and thus will use them interchangeably and pointlessly. Labels are but an aimless joke that never had time to get to the punch line. I appreciate the beauty, and creation of such, that exists within everyone and everything in this universe. I live for that silence between words, the ever shifting uncomfortable pause that exists when you rack your brain for something clever to say. It's at that point that you bear your soul for the world to see, the point at which you're the most vulnerable. I live for the creativity of expressionism, watching the new ways in which people attempt to be unique, though they fail to see that in their attempts they are causing themselves to be exactly the same. The only thing you can ever truly expect from me is the unexpected. I may act predictable sometimes, but in truth, I am in no way predictable, nor do I act in any of the sociably acceptable or moral behavioral patterns of the many brain washed, media zombies of the world..the ones that strive to be unique and foolishly dare to call themselves individuals. I’m blunt, sometimes to the point of excruciatingly brutal honesty. I don’t care if it hurts your feelings, I will give you the truth that you may not want to face. I will not say what will make you feel better, just because you think you need to hear it. Some call me rude, some say I’m a bitch..both are possibly true, but my policy is this: don’t ask me a question unless you’re absolutely sure you handle the answer because I will give it to you whether you are ready for it or not. The truth is, it doesn’t matter what you think of me. I'm going to do what I want, when I want to do it with my devil-may-care attitude all along the way. I know who I am, in my soul. I know that I am never who I was yesterday, and I won't be who I am today, tomorrow. I am ever learning, growing into the man I am to become. My life exists within the morally gray of society. My mistakes are the greatest source of my knowledge, aside from the universe itself, and the experiences of myself and others. I believe knowledge exists all around us, in the very air where you sit. My body may be young, but my soul is very old. I'm actually a pretty nice guy...to an extent. Become somewhat close to me, and you'll find that I'll help you through any situation. Often times, I carry people's burdens for them without any complaints. Music is one of the few things that keep me sane, and I don't know what I'd do without it. That’s about everything for now..if you wish to know more, feel free to message or comment me. I warn you though, I do like to bite. ;)