I've come to the realization that I am a pathetic loser. I try my best to be a good friend to everyone in my life with no avail. I always end up hurting people I care about, and in turn feel worse about myself in the end. I can never find the strength to stand up for myself, speak my mind, and have resolve with that. Instead, I try to make others happy, just to be disappointed that they still aren't happy. I wish I had the courage to just end it all, but again, I am more concerned about those who would be hurt by me in doing so. What's wrong with me?
