I'm... Honest Outgoing Open-minded Unconditional Moderate Relaxed hmmmm I have moved around throughout my life and it has never been hard for me to meet new people until my latest move to Virginia. I guess when you are a teenager or a younger cute gay boy it makes it easier. I am very friendly and that intimidates people from what I have been told. I am an extrovert but yet I don't mind relaxing at home. I hate to be alone but I have gotten better at it in the past few years. I have a wide variety of people that I keep in touch with but have never fell into a clique. I have been through a lot in the past 25 years but at the same time I still feel like I should be 18. Thats hard to explain I suppose. If I were straight Id be married, in a career with some kids by now but instead I look back at the past decade and say to myself wow... I have always been one for relationships but yet the guys that I date don't stick around very long though I keep in touch with the majority of them. I'm not a very complex person I offer unconditional love and long for the same. I am the friend to people that I wish others were to me. I am a mamas boy. I am very vocal about my thoughts, feelings with people and sometimes when I am talking I get loud and don't mean to. I have had some of my bosses tell me I am a great leader because when I speak people listen and I have a way of putting things into words. I used to blog but now that I have been out of it for a while it seems I can voice what I want to say but not write it on here. I love beautiful boys, I have dated alot of them but have realized that some of their beauty is only skin deap and that some of the most pleasing to the eye can be harmful to your health and heart. I'm not going to say that I am not very sexual but at the same time I am more romantic and sensual than sexual if that makes sense. I don't get much from hookups anymore I suppose because I can get the same result alone as with them. I long for more than just nutting, I love to cuddle and sigh and feel as if I could lay there with that person forever. Sadly it is only a temporary feeling and you find out the guys just wanted to get plowed and are on to their next victim. I am a lesbian trapped in a mans body who happens to like men. I am not afraid to admit it. I like to be self aware of things though a lot of people don't like to talk. I met a guy recently that we hit it off online and then met and he was just like, "we don't mesh" after I did most of the talking yet didn't want to help me understand why he felt that way. I suppose it may be odd that I wanted to sit there and discuss the situation but again I like to be self aware of how I make people feel and how people perceive me. Some people don't know how to take me is what Ive been told by some. Some have said they don't know how to respond to me. I appear to be some teddy bear and though I have been told I give the best hugs I don't identify with the whole bear thing. Its funny how my weight changing up and down through the years I still feel 160 lbs yet I am not. Odd? I am not a HAIRY guy, but I suppose I am kind of fuzzy, I have light hair. I wouldnt say I am OBESE but at the same time I'm not skinny... I have been told that I am tooo open... some have said I wear my heart on my sleeve. I pour not worrying about what people will think or say. I am me and I can't define myself other than that. I can go on about thoughts and feelings and views but then again I doubt anyone will EVER read to this point. If you do and would like to talk then feel free.